Sunday 14/08/2005

We have had time to talk as a group, "team time". What I get out of that is so awesome. On Sat. our team leader was very open and honest and let us know that she was feeling insecure about her role as a leader. She didn't know how to be in that role. She had some self-talk going on. The fact that she shared it outloud released her from that stuff and allowed her to step into her role. It opened up the meeting for some good sharing about our relationships w/one another and how we were experiencing eachother. As a team, this is important because if we accumulated resentments, envies, irritations, then they build up walls between us and separates us from our mission. God is so awesome to give us the heart for one another despite all of our weaknesses, issues and just STUFF! One of the the things that was interesting is our visions on what our outreach would look like here in Kayamandi. After all was shared, we dumped all the pressures of what WE thought it would look like and aligned ourselves in prayer with His will and prayed for the Spirit to move us. Basically, we are here with NO BORDERS!!!! We are up to being a channel of His love, mercy and grace and at the moment, we don't have to know what that LOOKS LIKE. Our brother/sister love for one another BLOWS out the enemy and love, compassion, acceptance, forgiveness and understanding flows through us and HE is binding us together, we ARE geared up w/ the ARMOR of GOD, we got each others back and our shields of FAITH are in front of us and our GOD is before us!!!! Tomorrow is the day we walk in our missioin field.